promises...

"for the promises I had made,

for the belief you had kept,
like a shadow I would be wandering around you;
like a very familiar placed thing
whenever you try to reach me in murk,
your hands would find me.

but when I try this out
though for hours,but my hopes dnt sprout
cz the door is shut at me.
I ring ur bell,I weep like hell
my intensity now growing weak
still trying out but chances r sleak.

behind the door,years have passed
decades r gone,several centuries are now history
like turning pages of my biography.
for you time is still frozen
n you awake with nebulous morning
quelling ardour emotion of a zealot,me.(do you remember?)"